bad day..

im done with this for now..

i love you so much.. but your missing me.. even thought im right in fornt of you

_____Thursday_____

Today was awesome!!!I loved today!!

Well, the normal... got up, froot loops, getting ready assentials, bus stop, bus, walked into school,locker, homeroom,bell,1st,bell, locker, 2nd!! woo hooo fun!!,bell,locker,3rd..wowa dress up.."can i be the mom??!!!"connor!! haha!,bell,locker,saw rocco, 4th, locker, upstairs, 5th! cassie and i were late. gay test.PENCIL DROP!! GO CHLOE YOU MADE IT HAPPEN!! 11:30!!HAHA! LOVE YOU!,bell,walked with Max,locker,walked with Max, gave him my appplesauce((no spoon)),lunch!! saw everyone!! including Chris!,whistle,skipped with rachel..discussed how gay we are!locker,bell, 6th.gay plan thing, bell, stopped at Andy's locker Chris did also!, 7th, talked with Cassie and Caitlin again..stupid review game, bell,locker,8th.. worked with Natalie,Cody,and Zack!haha!,bell, locker, study hall, potty, folded notes, talked! homework, bell, yelled, locker, walked with Rachel, waited for the bus with Chris, George, and Tessa, gave George the note from Dani! that i folded!!, Bus..!! haha!Talked to George , Chris, Andrew,Shoemaker.Chris took my bag!! i wanted it back! He wrote my name on the window!He only took it to put the note he wrote me in it!!hahah!          

 I Love Chris             

          I found the note when i got home!! i thought it was sooo funny!! then i did my effin  homework.gay shit. got on talked to sammy!! she told me about george and dani!.. i was saddened..then i talked to others, then , kayla came over.. we went to this ladys house with my mommy, came back.. the guys came back, kayla left, i ate macaroni and cheese!! . talked to Chris!!Yaayya!! I Love Chris!! I went and took a shower.. listened to the radio.. came abck down.. talked to rachel, chris, and holden!! look at what holden to me!HDLUnited22 (8:53:25 PM): well that little girl was supposed to come 2 years ago
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:53:31 PM): haha!! aww
HDLUnited22 (8:53:36 PM): and since she was buried, wopuldnt she come from my floor?
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:53:43 PM): omg your right!!
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:53:46 PM): your smarty!
HDLUnited22 (8:55:09 PM): i know. one time a girl without a face came to my house
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:55:25 PM): ahhhh!    sacary!!
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:55:32 PM): how did she get there!@ she couldnt see!
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:55:49 PM): damn that no faced girl mystery!
HDLUnited22 (8:56:16 PM): i know. she left because i made fun of her and said, "at least I have a face you freak!!!"
HDLUnited22 (8:56:25 PM): she almost cried, but she was faceless
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:56:31 PM): oo my!!!
HDLUnited22 (8:56:32 PM): and her eyeballs were decomposed
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:56:46 PM): this is intreging tell me more!!
HDLUnited22 (8:57:28 PM): o my. well, I forget  who stole her face. it might have been Clinton. idk
LiL BrItT 3513 (8:57:51 PM): wow!! this is very intresting how do you get all this knowledge!!?!

Isnt he intresting!!!!?!?!?!!

well i am going to go back to whateva i find intresting!!! hahah .. so everything!! i will probally write chris a note! goodnight! to everyone!

I Love Chris

**Brittney**

die in: 10 months and 12 days!

___Wednesday___

Wowa!! Today was intreging!!.. ya ya ya ya!! the norm in the A.M. time! got up, ate, got ready, bus stop, bus, gay ass kids! homeroom. locker.1st period, saw mudar.. NO STEPH!!!stupid test back!, homework.locker.2nd period! omg soo much fun!! we are soo gay! me molly,mallory,ryan,mike, devin,.. other!! us gay asses!.bell rang.locker.3rd period, we played effin bingo!!uggg!! i didn't i didn't know what the effin words meant! haha!!!..umm worte CHRIS  a note.. he actually got it before the end of the day! thanks sammy! .locker.gym! woo funness, i am on nick bowman josh and 2 other girls team!! we beat anna,hanna,connor,and there team! 13 to nothing! we are good.we and saw max told him i would walk with him to lunch, he told me he wasnt eating! ahhh and so i told him i would buy him lunch.5th period! gay ass calculator! i couldnt do it either.bell. waitied for max we walked to our lockers together. walked to lunch toget her ((kinda)!! lunch!!!haha!nick came and sat down. then left..so i was nick today! damn i wish i was him everyday!! hahaha! i sat beside rachel!woo!josh and ricky sat across from me! they were talking about boobs!god only knows why! they decided they wanted to name minei was like whateva!! allison and cassie!!!!! good god!! saw people!! hahah like chris! he didnt realy say anything to me! it was really sad but i saw him!! but he doesnt really talk to me anymore!!! it makes me really sad!! runins my day!then i did my homework.. listened to them talk about my chest, then we left walked with ricky and josh!. 6th period got to talk to josh a tad! it was really gay!i dislike facs!.locker.7th period.. talked to cassie, caitlin, did stuff! made up building blocks for kids gooo me!!hahah. locker. 8th worked with Natalie on our stuff.bell.locker.rachel!! escourted me to chours! we hugked ((hugged and walked)) together! almost killed each other.. and people. sang .. blah blah blah.. bell(( thank god)) walked with rachel.waited for the bus with rachel and tessa. got on the bus. sat with rachel. woo hoo. she got off. sat there by my lonesome!we went the wrong way again!..got off the bus.walked home. i am sitting here talking to Chris!!  he makes me very happy! i am gonna go do my math.. get it over with!

I  CHRIS!!

 ___die in :: 10months 12 days___

*Brittney

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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!  CHRIS JUST MADE ME VERY HAPPY! YAY!! I LOVE HIM!!

I LOVE YOU!!

*Brittney

_____Monday_____

Hahahaha!! well i went to school till 11:05!!! but before i left i wrote chris a note!! !!!    

I  CHRIS!!!

 then i leftand went to walmart and got chips. then i went and got daddy, then we went to pittsburgh to the childrens hospital!..when we got there the FIRST thing i saw was the nemo paintings on the windows!!!hhahaha!!!. then we went in an odd elavator.. then i had to wait in the waiting room!! imagin that!! then i got a room. and the lady came in and talked to me and my parents.. then left! and i tried to escape!! it didnt works! damn parents!! Then the doctor came back with another one!!!damn i thought there  must seriously be something wrong with me!! but they came and told me i was normal!!! hahaahahahaah i laughed!! they asked why i was laughing! and i was like because im no where near normal!!hahahah!Then we left!! i said my goodbyes!!(( to the painting.. and fish tank that reminded me of molly!! haha)) then i went past chris's house on the way home!  then i arrived home and i talked to rachel and chris!!!i love them both!!! then i did stuff! jeff called! then rachel called!! then i did more stuff! showered!.. more stuff  haha!!                                                  I will be dead in: 10 months and 14 days

_____Today*Tuesday*_____

well got up like normal!..got ready.. went to the bus stop. got on the bus. jessica rode the bus so marissa and i had to sit toget her.we listened to music the whole way there!! MY HUMPS!!    then we exited the bus. went into school. locker.homeroom.1st period.saw andy.2nd period!! molly and mallory!! saw andy and chris!!3rd period with chloe and kayla.4th gym with nick chloe and kayla!! iw as on nicks football team.locker room. amber told me iw as on nick josh bowmana dn someone else football team! this is will be oodles of fun!!5th period with chloe. lunch!saw everyone!! chris,andy,dani,sammy,steph,kayla,rachel,chloe,savannah,ellen,tessa,nick,josh,ricky,max,the whole package!locker gave steph my hoodie.6th period. saw andy mudar and chris!! woohoo!7th with dani and cassie! oo fun!hahha we have good times! with ricky and mr.pratt. locker.8th period read that gay story.locker.saw my love,rachel, got shit.studyhall with the marz!!then the potty. i saw nick.mudar,andy and others! then i saw kristine!we walked back to class kinda together discussed the dance..she isnt goingi told her i was going to dress as a cowgirl! hahahahah. i was dancing and then i saw nick and fell to the ground laughing!i felt stupid!then back to class. did my math. the bell rang.got my bag.said my goodbyes. went and waitied for the bus.. talked to CHRIS!george,dani.,tessa and others!haha!then got on the bus.chris brought his cd player along with ricky and george so i had to talk to jess.. then i exited the bus. got in the car with mommy. waited for matt. got home.. made food!! hahhahahaha!! now i am here.. i talked to tessa about my myspace.. she fixed it!! woop!! commented people!! well people are arriving for the party!!! not mine!!!well i gotta go!!                                                                                                                        I will be dead in: 10 months and 13days

HAPPY 14TH EFFING BIRTHDAY DANI!!!!!!

Hahahaha!!!!!!!

__Friday__

Everybody hates brittney!! isnt that awesome!!

Friday was fun!!School all day then home talked to kayla to see if she wanted to come to the mocks with me! but hse wasnt allowed!I was at the mocks!! and when i arrived it was Jeff,Chris,and myself!Jeff went out and sat at the comptuer and that left Chris and I in his room!I watched him play Madden! It is soo amusing! cause i have no idea what he is doing!! He is the best! I  Him!!!!Then Nick got home from his soccer game with his father and mother!!  Then i Nick and Jeff ran around out back!..Rachel called(( like she just did!)) and she talked to Nick and I told Jeff i was on the phone with kayal(( but it was rahcel)) so he talked and he didnt realize it was rachel until he was talking to her for 5 minutes! then he wanted to beat my face in!.. Then i guess Chris's parents left.. then jeff and nick left to go get rachel!! so it was just chris and i . then they returned and we were watching IT .. i was scared! but yet i wasnt!Then nick,rachel,and jeff came back! damn them!.. jeff sat out at the computer and nick and rachel were on the bed,floor!everywhere!!!!!chris and i were on the couch still.. i didnt want that night to end!but unfortunetly i did!rachel's mother picked us up around 9:40!!!! woop!!!! then she dropped me off at my house.. and i got on here for a tad! then i went and sat in my room!

__Saturday__

O me o my!! the day from wowa!.. Well i got up like normal.. me, my mother and brother went to the mall to get dani a gift, then we stopped and saw my father, i shopped  tad!then we got linch!!! yummy!! then i came home chatted for a tad.. then showered,read my book for lit(( mother made me)) then i chatted more!! then.. i straightened my hair, went and got kayla and we stopped to see if jeff needed a ride but he already left(( his mother is probally scared of me))... thenwe had to stop at a store for matt! arggg!! we arrived around 5:15!! casually late!!heheh!! everyone was there! i felt dumb but when dont i !!then trouble started!! everyone thinks i hate ellen!! i dont!! and i thought chris and ellen hated me! then i was sad!! cried!.. went to the park! kidna thought i was feeling better! then no!!! ahhh!! dani and jeff ""talked"" to chris! i felt soooo bad! cause i didnt tell them to!!then we got yelled at and went back to danis! then we went back down! and danis mom yelled ta people!! go danis mom!!!! then we went  abck up to danis .. sat inside for a tad.. then chloe and i went outfront and played with the big blue ball!!! and then kayla joined, so did jeff, and tony! chris came out and watched.. didnt talk to me.. then he went inside.. and george came and played!! he got the ball stuck in the tree! we got it out! then a lady yelled at us! then george got it stuck wayyyyyy up in the tree and unfortunately we didnt get it down! and we went outback!! ho-la-hooped!!.. then they wanted to play dodge ball!.. we did! then that painful game was over.. we all  went down stairs.. and hung! then people decided to leave! jeff left!.. ellen was sittin gout front waiting for her mom.. and chris was waiting for tish.. and ellen waved me out.. we talked and i waited with her.. chris went in and out.. the rachel came out. and so did kayla.. then i escorted ellen to her car! and she drove away.. kayla went inside so did chris.. and rachel so i followed!! then dani was crying on the chair so we conforted her! we werent allowed downstairs!!!sadness!the tish came and took rachel and chris back to her house.. so kayla dani and myself went back downstairs.. then it was fun!!!!!!!it was tessa,chloe,sammy,steph,kayla,alyssa,dani,myself,george,scott,and tony.. we danced and were gay!! then mike lenoard called my cell and him and his two friends came over! then kayla,tessa and myself left!.. kayla's mother returned me to my home!!! .. i made soup!!! and then.. i snuck down.. got on .. and went away! then i layed in bed! fell asleep watching t.v!! hehehe!! momy shut it off at like 2!!!!!

__Sunday__

wow!! today! i have talked to chris!. he doesnt hate me!!!it made me sooooo happy when he said that!! I  HIM!!! soo much!!!!!! i have also talked to jeff, sammy, rahcel, steph, ANDY!! he is coming to my funeral!!woop!!!!!! and i am soooo bored!!

*britt*

___bordem__

_____i am going to die in:10 months, 15 days!______